January 10, 2008

  • Yesterday was a funky day, I was just all out of sorts, and felt just like something was wrong.

    Kinda like being on a plane when you might remember you left the stove on at home?  (Oh it sounds horrible just saying that, but when I say that, I feel what I'm explaining)

    I couldn't say whats wrong, I just felt it.  And though I can find things to fixate on I cannot quite get to the bottom of whats not right?  Just funky emotions and thoughts, maybe the gloomy weather, post holiday malaise? Whatever, today was a little better, but its like a weight is on me, or I have a final exam in the worst class.  Trouble is, what am I possibly stressed over, nothing.  Maybe it is the nothing?

    I am crazy some days.  And not on some others.